:: wat the hell were you thinking ::

.while i was away, an old fren of mine hollered asking whether Bjork's song is still good. i answered - of course. he continued to ask if Danny Tenaglia and the likes have new albums out. my suspicions arose.

.so i asked - eh, u start again ah? i already expected a 'yes' for his answer coz he's a person who listens to r&b and hip hop. and so my disappointment in him.. too bad i cant continue the conversation coz my phone card jus went null on me. save my breath for giving him a lengthy lecture (well, i'm jus as bad sometimes).

.the next day, i apologized for the prompt leave and explained. and he got the cheek to request for me to buy cds. so i said - sorry, i'm not buying any.

.him getting back into the habit is already a tad of a disappointment (and relief for i'm certain now that i made the right choice in leaving him for someone else - hehe!). i dont believe he has got the guts for requests for his needs. sheesh! i'm disgusted. he already has a nice gf to take care of him. heard he has got a car despite his unstable job and now dis.

.i was in a dilemma during that certain point in my life where i had to choose between him & the other. was quite sad initially. but now as i think back, i really do made the right choice. i really cannot imagine how my life would be like if i were still to be wit him.

.i dont mean to say dat my life's perfect now lah but somehow, you guys know wat i'm talking about right? sheesh! jus the thought of it gives me the creeps.