.today's the last day of my so-called working life. if only i can drag my kids to the office then i might consider coming back to work. if not, so sorry. i want so much to be around my kids.
.i have pondered enough and i weighed the pros and cons of such decision. i guess being a full time mum has more positive benefits for both mother & children in the future. the only negativity about being a full time mum is obviously, the financial part. seriously, i don't think it's a big thing knowing that all these rezeki comes from Allah. but as a saying goes 'Trust in ALLAH but tie your camel', i will not be sitting down and grow my ass big. should there be any opportunities coming my way, i'll grab it - provided i'm more stable & able to organize my time with my kids.
.well, dis is my honest opinion. i don't see financial woes as my top priority. i'm contented with my life now. i don't need to live like Victoria Beckham. hehehehe.. other mothers might have different point of view and i respect them. well, we all have different views on things, right?
.and so begins my journey as a SAHM. @ least i don't have to point my fingers at others for the dissatisfactory ways my children is being treated and taught. good or bad, my family is under my care and ALLAH is my judge.
.my check-up today tells me that i'm 3cm dilate and i'm having regular contractions. so its anytime, anyday now.
.PEACE & LOVE.
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